I lost again

Just had i talk with my friend...
And i just cried too....
Why things have to be in this way....
Cant i like him ?
NO FREEDOM !

I thought that i will not give up and be strong...
But it didn't work .
I fail....
I still dont know how long i can hid all my sadness....
People are saying that i am snatching away their future stead ?
What have i done ?
Maybe is time to let go again ....
Maybe he really belong to her
I lose again...

Now i really having fever liao !
Dont want go school !
Go school must see her and must not look at him...
T.T
Miserable

Feel like die-ing...
Byeeee...

I will miss him alot....
<3 you for the last time.... i think

Going to be emo again
Dont blame me, my 'FRIENDS ' !