Sleepless nights ~

I wasn't sleeping on that night, crying out all my pain . My eye are kinda swollen now .

I still can't forget him. When ever i think of something he simply pop up in my mind .

And tears start to roll down my eye, i really hope i could stop breathing and end my

life, right now! But i made a promise not to hurt myself or have negative thinking~~~

My smile faded away even if i smile or laugh it's just a mask to assure people around me

that i'm okay . What really hurts the most is that i rely too much on you when i had to let go .

I feel that we had became strangers. I don't know who i am what i've become. Please be

good to me or take away my pain. NOBODY UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL !

If i could be the one YOU LOVE  So what if i'm hurt,I just want to be happy!!!! You say i'm

not your type but have you ever spare a thought for me ? No ? T.T You're being really

unfair towards me ! I hate you so much that i'm actually in love with you~~~

-CRYS-